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I feel like I'm no longer myself. Like the real me is hidden somewhere deep down. You'd think that as life goes that motivation grows. It isn't the case here. My motivation plummets. I have so many ideas, so many projects, yet no real motivation to bring them to life. In the end, this factor depresses me.

I want to do so much to my photographs, to add texture, to play around with layers, to construct surreal imagery. Yet all I end up doing is just putting up the image, practically untouched aside from playing with saturation and contrast.

Where is the real me?

I've devoted myself to film recently. But even then. I've failed to bring to life everything I want.

So far, I have this to show...

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I'm the Propaganda Minister for The Order of Apollyon. Check them out on myspace ([link])

We've got Daniel Wilding, the drummer from Aborted, BST (Aborted, Balrog, Aosoth, Genital Grinder), james McIlroy (Cradle of Filth, Chaosanct) and Peter Benjamin (Akercocke).

Judgment is upon us. Join The Order.

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